Helplessness, healing & responsibility

I'm mad today and upset.  I'm pissed off to see the environmental catastrophe in Brazil and the killings and hostage situation in Paris.  I feel impotent, like there's not much I can do to help other than Belvaspata Angelic Healing.  It doesn't feel like it's enough.  I have friends on Paris, my husband is scheduled to go to France Monday night to see his family in the south, even though it's not through Paris. It's a waiting game now for everyone and everything in both Brazil and Paris.  How will it turn out?  

My husband's company's client is the mining company involved in the Brazil catastrophe.  While some may accuse mining companies of raping the Earth, let's step back and see that we are all guilty because we have demanded the use of the natural resources of the Earth.  I know from talks with my husband, that the people in that mining company are always concerned about safety.  I can feel it without him telling me that they are horrified with what's happened.  They know they are culpable, they know the damage, the repercussions to the environment and to the people living in Brazil directly affected and potentially to the rest of the Earth if those toxic materials end up in the ocean.  Do you think that anyone who works for that company right now is eager to day they do, that they feel no remorse for what has happened?

I'm upset and unable to sit here coated in the calm veneer of love and light that many New Age people will spew out.  Sorry!! but I'm being authentic.  I see all the sides of these atrocities.  How can I not question what made those people who took another human life in Paris do what they did? What society were they raised in that is to be held responsible for their acts.

No act is solitary.  It is the result of the whole of life that surrounds that act. I am drawn very quickly back into the writing of Kahlil Gibran about Crime and Punishment, a post I shared previously.  And this is possibly why I am so upset.  How did I contribute to this?

And this also, though the word lie heavy upon your hearts: The murdered is not unaccountable for his own murder, And the robbed is not blameless in being robbed. The righteous is not innocent of the deeds of the wicked, And the white-handed is not clean in the doings of the felon. Yea, the guilty is oftentimes the victim of the injured, And still more often the condemned is the burden bearer for the guiltless and unblamed. You cannot separate the just from the unjust and the good from the wicked; For they stand together before the face of the sun even as the black thread and the white are woven together. And when the black thread breaks, the weaver shall look into the whole cloth, and he shall examine the loom also.

What is my role?  It's obvisouly something because I am touched by it in several ways.  I used to live in Paris, my husband's family is French, I have friends still in Paris, my husband's company's client is the mining company in Brazil.  So yes, I feel like I'm somehow connected to all this turmoil. 

I am not playing the martyr or wallowing in the guilt pool of my Catholic upbringing.  I feel these two particular events deep within my being, more so than certain other crisis taking place. 

If I am to follow the Ho'oponopono belief, I will know that I am somehow responsible for what has happened, especially as it has come so blatantly and in living colour into my awareness. And for now, this is the only tool I can think of to help out, besides the Belvaspata Angelic Healing.  

Can I send in Dragons?  They say no, this is not their mess to clean up.  They already fought against us before to save this planet, they cannot do that again. They are there to breathe the flames of courage upon us to face these times and to inspire us to want to change the way things are.  This is part of their role now.

As for the Faeries - they weep in pain and anger too, for their interdimensiaonl homes are being affected with the environmental catastrophes.

Unlike some who believe that Other Beings (Galactic or Mystical) will always step in to "save our ass" as we make a mess of things here on Earth, I do not. I actually believe that if we are not careful, each time there is a global catastrophe such as in Brazil and of recent, in Indonesia, our connection to these other dimensions falters.   For me, I speak of the Faes, the Unicorns, the Mermaids, the Angels and the Dragons.  There is only so much they can do, so many times they can use their gifts and their energy to help us without draining their life force of their own existence. 

Can we not see that we are connected to Life beyond this physical planet? Some of that life is intrinsically connected to us, such as the Faes who share this land. Their weeping was already felt by me from the fires of Indonesia.  Now, I hear shrieking from Brazil.

I love you,
I'm sorry,
Please forgive me,
Thank you.